It is with great sadness that I update my site with this page. Those of you who have watched me build this site, know that it was built for my six little angels. It has been my way of releasing the pain that I have over them being abused and placed in foster homes. I thank all of you for your support. After more than two years of hoping my daughter would get her life together and overcome her personal battles and get her children back, she has not. My daughters rights were terminated. I had wanted so much to be able to take these children as they are my life, however due to illness that was not possible. They will now be adopted out. This means that I will no longer be able to contact them or see them. I feel as if my heart has been ripped out of me. I am re-leaved to know that the children will no longer be at the hands of abusers but deeply saddened that I will no longer be able to be a part in their life's.
I sit here with tears, trying to find the words to place on this page of my site.. to let the world know of the great devastation that abuse has taken on my family. I find instead of words I have anger. I'm angry that in a world that can make bombs, go to the moon, take on wars all over the world, can not win our biggest war ever.... ABUSE on little children. All I can hope is that my six beautiful angels are adopted by a family that will love them and cherish them, give them a life that a child should have. It is also my hope that they will teach them that somewhere out here is a grandmother with a hole in her heart as she no longer has her precious angels within arms reach to love and hug them. If by chance you are the family who adopts one of my little angels.. Please love them and protect them as I have tried so hard to do. Please let them know that they were not forgotten or abandoned by their grandmother and that I still love them and always will. Prayers for my precious six on their new life's journey. |
